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Keep thinking about Palace Prince Wally. Or Wally adopting this princely persona as he gets older, though for my au, since he takes over the battle tower from anabel. Said persona is 100% Lisia's fault btw. She practically screamed when she found out he was going to be part of the frontier brain and dragged him shopping....okay, the whole prince thing wasn't all Lisia. Wally bashfully suggested it, but Lisia was the one that pushed him into going through with it.
Also I'm just realizing Wally, The Palace Prince, is head of the Battle Tower. The Prince in The Tower. And he already has some fairy and dragon types + a knight pokemon ( Gallade and/or Gardevoir). Like this dude is already set with the fairy tale theme, and I'm loving it. And!!! It matches his main game story!!! Cause like. Hearing about a sickly boy that goes against all odds to become a powerful hero - a prince - is something straight out of a fairytale, right? And!!! Wally was trapped in a metaphorical tower of his own before meeting Ralts and the player, his knights in a way. Like I don't want to come off as pompous here, especially since I doubt this idea of mine is original, but I feel pretty smart right now, even if it wasn't intentional.
#pokemon#rival wally#pokemon wally#pokemon rse#pokemon oras#sorry i just. i'm really proud of that realization and this idea so i'm main tagging hgvhvgvgvcg#r rambles
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Can I ask for headcanons for atlas? Preferably how he would ask if his s/o or darling had someone trying to date them/hook up with them. Please I really need some possessive stuff it's what feeds me
This is the first ask I received about Atlas! I'm so happyyyyyyy 😆😆
And if you like possessive stuff, I can already tell you that Atlas will be even more unhinged and possessive in the second part of his main story.
(This is a work of fiction for entertainment purposes only, I do not support yandere behaviors in real life)
Despite being a yandere, Atlas doesn’t completely understand that what he is doing is wrong, but he is aware that certain actions could be perceived as bad on your part. All he wants is for you to value him just as much as he values you. That’s why he wouldn’t be violently possessive in front of you, he’ll be more calculated and subtle about it.
First thing first, he will try to find any dirt he can on that person. Atlas will use his face recognition program to identify them. That way he can know if they have any criminal records, check their social media to see if they already have a partner, etc. He will inform you of any of his findings on the pretense of caring for your security, which is true in his mind.
If that person has a clean record, as far as he can see, he still has all their personal information at his disposal. Consequently he can threaten them with their work address, home address or their family members name.
While you’re in front of the flirt, Atlas would try to get your attention back by butting into the conversation non stop or by acting like a timid puppy. He knows that giving you big sad eyes is the best way to have you all over him.
In addition, the android would stare at them without blinking to make them uncomfortable enough to leave you alone.
Altas would also try to make the stranger angry in ways that you wouldn’t notice. His goal is to make them yell or be rude to him for no apparent reason so they would look bad.
If none of that works he will temper with your phone so that you don’t receive calls and texts from these people, in the hopes that you’ll forget about them. He can even delete their number from your contacts before you have the chance to call them back, because he knows that most humans can’t remember a phone number by heart.
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Atlas was proud with the little assortment of dishes he had chosen for you. He had never been to a Chinese buffet before, not that he didn’t know what it was, it’s just that his last owners were too much of rich pricks to go to places like these. You were the one who had the idea of making each other's plate for the first round. Despite him not needing to eat, you had insisted that he at least tasted the food, since all androids did have the capacity for cooking purposes. He knows that his last masters would have never considered making him eat, let alone sharing their food with him. After giving it more thought, he was glad he got to have his first time in a restaurant like this with you.
As he was making his way back to you, he saw that you were chatting with a random guy. He noticed that his body language was atypical, he was leaning in on you and his shoulder was scarily close to yours. All the alarms went off in his system as he quickly realized what was happening. This man was flirting with you. His hands unconsciously tightened around the plate and cup he was holding, threatening to break them. In a millisecond, he had successfully composed himself though and had planned his next move. He continued to make his way towards you and the nuisance, calculating his trajectory with precision. He just needed to synchronize his last step with these guys' movements to… Splash! The drink and the meal, he had meticulously picked out for you, were spilled all over him and the man’s clothes.
“What the—“ The stranger turned around to face Atlas, gritting his teeth.
“I am sorry sir.”
He looked at him up and down, noticing that he was an android.
“Check where you’re going next time you fucking dysfunctional piece of junk!”
“Hey don’t talk to him like that!” You protested immediately.
“Don’t tell me you brought that thing here?!”
“I did and I think it’s time for you to go.”
The guy rolled his eyes and proceeded to hit Atlas’s arm as he left, making the android take a step back. Not to mention how he grumbled about how you were not even that good looking anyway. Atlas, on the other hand, didn’t move. He was only staring at you.
“Let’s get you cleaned up.” You whispered, trying to comfort him, even though you knew he surely wasn’t affected that much.
“I’m sorry about your food.”
You couldn’t help but let out a laugh of disbelief. “You’re worried about that?”
His green eyes went to the floor as he stayed silent, so you didn’t tease him further. You guided him to your table and sat him down. You asked an employee if you could borrow a wet towel and notify them of the mess Atlas had accidentally made in the buffet area. Luckily not a lot of food had ended up on him and his jacket was the easiest part to clean up. As you tried to rub the sauce off the jacket, you felt a slight tug on your right arm, you looked down and saw Atlas’s hand was holding on to your sleeve. His head was hanging low just like earlier.
“Am I still enough for you?”
“What do you— Oh!” Your eyes widened, “of course you’re enough! Me meeting other people doesn’t change how I feel about you, ok? You’re irreplaceable.” You winked all the while playfully nudging him.
The android nodded in response, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
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Atlas was waiting outside the restaurant for you to finish with private business. The sun had already set for a while, making him stand out from the crowd with his piercing green eyes. The android was not only waiting for you to come out but also for him. Atlas had in fact paid close attention to the number of persons remaining in the restaurant before leaving. He at least hoped that the nuisance would appear before you did.
Like on cue, the long awaited man walked out the Chinese buffet. The android didn't waste a single second and grabbed the guy’s arm. He was so imposing that his fingers couldn't reach the other, but it didn’t matter. Before he could complain, Atlas looked him straight in the eyes and said in his usual flat tone.
“Your name is Emile Hugues, you work as a mechanic at the garage Extra Miles, which is ten minutes by car from your apartment—”
“H-how do you know all that?!” The words seemed to crawl out of his throat, his face contorting in pure terror.
Emile tried to pull away and was horrified when Atlas didn’t budge one bit. Not even one hour ago, he made the android stumble back with a simple knock on his shoulder. If the android heard him now he didn’t show any sign of it and continued on.
“Don’t ever try to contact them again, I can assure you I’ll know if you do.” Only then, did Atlas release the man from his deadly grip, letting him scramble away in fear.
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Sorry if it took a bit of time for me to answer, I do this in my free time after all and sometimes I just don’t feel the spark of inspiration. BUT I really appreciate every ask you guys send me and I always want to craft the best answer possible.
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you ain't my boyfriend, i ain't your girlfriend
Based on the song "Boyfriend" by Ariana Grande & Social House
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“Do you think anyone in the friend group is dating?” Lydia inquired while you threw on an oversized shirt over your swimsuit.
You raised a brow. “I mean, Jett and Samantha.”
“I already know about them.”
"Well...no? Why?" you asked.
"I don't know why, but I feel like Vinnie and Julia have something going on."
That got your attention.
"Huh?"
"I mean, I could be wrong. I just see them together a lot it seems, so I wondered." She shrugged.
"Well-" you started. "They haven't even known each other that long."
"True. Just a thought."
You both went from your spot in the guest room across the hallway to Vinnie's room to call him downstairs.
Upon arriving, you hear laughing from two people. You didn't think anything of it until you saw Vinnie and Julia side by side on the bed, him showing her a something on his phone and she's the main one laughing.
"Hey!" Lydia greeted. "We were just trying to get everyone downstairs. Jett is firing up the grill as we speak."
"Cool, I'm sure my sister is looking for me anyways." Julia stated and got up from the foot of the bed."
She made eye contact with you and you gave her a closed mouth smile. She walked away with a little attitude in her hips and you felt your chest twist up when you saw Vinnie's eyes follow her out the room.
Why would Lydia put that thought in your head? If you hadn't already disliked the idea of them together, you surely did now.
Vinnie followed you both downstairs. Jack had planned a get together with all the friends... just because. There was even a water slide in the backyard.
These people could be so extra, but they were fun regardless.
You mingled around, talking to friends and saying hello to any new people. Every once in a while, you'd see Julia standing next to Vinnie, recording him for whatever reason. You felt yourself getting hot and didn't even realized you eyed her up and down until after.
Anyways.
A few minutes later, you met up with Evan in the backyard by the pool, a friend you met through Vinnie, but didn't know all too well yet.
"Hey!" you greeted him and brought him into a hug. "How have you been?"
"I've been good." he smiled.
"You just had a birthday right?"
"Yeah!" he smiled wider like he was happy you remembered.
"Well happy belated." you said and gave him another hug. "Sorry I couldn't be there."
"Thanks. It's cool though." he hugged you back.
You two began to catch up on things that recently happened in your lives since the last time you saw each other. Which was a while ago. He's so nice and easy to talk to. You wonder why you never really talked that much to each other before.
What you didn't know, was that Vinnie was observing the entire interaction.
He was sitting on top of the table a few feet away, talking to Jordan when seeing you with Evan started to distract him. He was looking past Jordan and subtly leaning forward to get a better look, nearly missing every other word he was saying but trying not to seem obvious.
(Refer to the picture I used)
And if looks could kill, Evan would be done for.
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You were in the kitchen sipping on your drink when Vinnie approached you, and leaned against the counter with his arms causally across his chest.
“Hey.”
You gave him a nod back.
"What are you doing over here by yourself?"
"Got me a drink." you gestured to your glass. Sometimes you got so nervous around him that you couldn't even look him in the eye.
Vinnie glances over at the people in his line of sight and he gets a glimpse of Evan walking across the room.
"There go your boyfriend." he uttered, trying to hide that proud smirk on his face knowing he probably hit a nerve.
"Huh?" you quickly turned in his direction.
He dipped his head down by your ear and you swore you could feel his lips graze it. "Evan." he simply stated as if he wasn't annoyed by the idea.
You hated how cheeky he was being. You heard him perfectly fine.
"We're not dating." you revealed in defense.
"Well it's obvious that he wants to hit. It's embarrassing actually."
You rolled your eyes. "You have no idea what you're talking about."
Then you remembered a someone who'd been by Vinnie's side since she got here.
"Why are you talking about me? What about you and Julia?"
Now it was his turn to get defensive.
"Me and Julia?? Who told you that?"
"A little birdie told me." you shrugged.
"We don't have anything going on. I mean, she's cool and all but I don't know her like that. And she's more of Payton's friend than mine."
"Hmm," you said in response as if you weren't convinced.
Vinnie scoffed. "Whatever. It's not like you and I are dating anyway."
"Yeah, so lets just drop it." you agreed.
"Fine."
"Fine."
"Good."
"Good."
He was about to say something else but your stubborn ass wasn't about to let him have the last word.
You finished your drink in one swing before stating, "excuse me" as you put the glass to his chest and he grabbed in on instinct to not let it fall as you let go of it before making your way to the backyard again.
You both smirked behind each other's backs as the bickering made you like each other even more.
#vinniehacker#vhackerr#vinnie x reader#vinnie hacker imagine#vinnie x y/n#vinnie hacker fluff#vinnie imagines
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...um...hi?
so if anyone's concerned, no I'm not dead.
Thankfully the digital studio is intact this year (thank god I would've had another mental breakdown istg-)
to all my lovely marshiemallows, thank y'all so much for your patience omg!!!!
(and to all my mutuals, @furornocturna and @violetjedisylveon in particular I'm so sorry I haven't been responding or active online at all, I'm so sorry-)
But to sum it up:
I'm on holiday in my home country rn and have been having a blast personally. Meeting relatives, childhood friends, the food, familiar places ect.
and I'll admit I do have a lot of free time outside that but honestly I do feel a wee bit burnt out ngl.
And with my spare time, I've jumped down the demon slayer rabbit hole
(huh who would've guessed)
Basically it's all been a huge break for me.
But I will still post lmk stuff dw. Though don't be surprised if you see a kny thingy pop up somewhere in the dreamscape!!
And for those curious about the fic:
I'm sorry I haven't updated at all, the wips are still in my drafts. I have no formal posting schedule but after returning and getting some work sorted out I'll see what I can do! But no promises!
Regardless, about the pic then.
It is a WIP. It's a sketch for a shadowalkers piece (Wooh! Haven't heard of that au in a while eh?)
I have redesigned mostly Bai He's outfit and added a little pouch for Macaca. The change was mostly so I had more freedom to do different top designs for the new members of the fam!
If anyone has suggestions for outfit designs or accessories or jewelery, hair, anything! let me know pls!
This is just the WIP stage and I really want to achieve that semi-wild, untamed but mysterious and refined gypsy look.
(Also its a guilty pleasure of mine to dress up my characters in aus or just for the fun of it lol)
And fun fact: Wukong's the only one in the fam wearing shoes lol.
Another fun fact: That brick pattern rag he's wearing? Was once a part of tripitaka's cassock from their days on the mountain. (see shadowalkers lore summary for context)
I didn't forget their tails this time! Wheeee!!
Oooh! Ooooh! Also the top half of Wukong's body? I did that myself sans references!!! Woooooooh!!!
Not that there's anything wrong with references of course. Pros and beginners use them and I do recommend them for poses, ideas and such.
Though I am proud I could think of something off like memory and make it work! I think...you can tell me otherwise lol
(BTW this is the after of the main plot where shadowpeach reconciles, they escape the town and Bai He gains a new stepbrother!)
SH!T I REALIZED I FORGOT MEI!!!!
UM I'LL ADD HER IN!! PROMISE!!!!
#lmk#lego monkie kid#my beloved#py's_art#lmk mk#lmk au#qi xiaotian#lmk sunburst duo#lmk sun wukong#lmk shadowpeach#lmk bai he#lmk six eared macaque#liu er mihou#lego monkey king#Shadowalkers au#wolfwalkers#wolfwalkers au#big brother mk#Mk and Bai He are siblings#bai he will steal your kneecaps#good dad wukong#dad macaque
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tadc cast with a s/o who hates touch.
BUT when they finally get comfortable with the characters they get soooo touchy (as in hugs ,hand holding etc)
Sorry if i didnt make myself clear
And thank you for your work!! ;)
TADC cast x reader who's warming up to touch!
So sorry for taking so long to get to this anon <\3!! I recently went back to writing on mobile due to back pain from sitting at my computer and it's really done a number on my efficiency <\3
That said I hope you enjoy!
Side note does anyone know any tips on how to soothe sore throats? Preferably not with honey because honey naoes my throat swell and itch 😭😭
This post ended up being waaaaaay longer than I first intended so I hope yall are ready to eat up
LAST MINUTE NOTE I misread/misinterpreted this as "reader finally taking a step towards initiating affection for the first time" and not "they're already comfortable and LOVE touch" I am so so dumb but I already have this written <\3 I hope you enjoy this regardless anon 😭😭😭
CAINE:
I think Caine would struggle with the no touching thing especially since I see him being very affectionate both verbally and physically. That said I do think he eventually gets the hang of it and stops himself from throwing his arms around you for a hug... he amps up the verbal affirmations to make up for it though! He doesnt wanna make you unhappy so hes gonna respect your boundaries and take things slow!
As for when you start easing yourself into it, I think he would try to not make a big deal out of it, as not to risk embarrassing you. As someone who doesnt like touch as well as being hesitant to initiate it, I think I wouldnt want a big hoorah about it you know? But that's just me
He does subtly know hes proud of you for being able to take that step, even if you two are only holding hands via linking your pinkies together
POMNI:
I dont think pomni would be crazy about touch imo, she seems like the type to seize up when you touch her without warning. And I'm not saying that as something to be ashamed of because honestly me too. So I think this is one where you both need to have heavy communication in order to push past that and get used to touching one another ! Team work makes the dream work or however the saying goes
That said imagine you two grab each others hands bc something startles you/you both run from something (be it a prank from jax or an IHA or an abstracted) and you both just
Stare down at your interlocked hands. Experimentally squeezing each other before both relaxing into it
I think that would be a cute idea
RAGATHA:
Just like caine she is so so understanding. But unlike caine, she doesnt struggle all that much with trying go restrain from giving you physical affection. Ragatha naturally shows her love through quality time and gift giving, so she doesnt often feel the urge to wrap her arms around you, much less unprompted. Especially with your discomfort in mind
In the event that you come over to her, maybe lay your head on her shoulder while shes reading, I think she would stiffen up a little out of surprise, before gently leaning her heads against yours. Its nice, its quiet, and its comfortable. You two both peacefully exist like that for a while... good thing you guys probably dont have organs because ragathas heart would be pounding so fast, shes just so proud of you that the adrenaline kind of gets to her
JAX:
I think this might be the main one where there may be conflict.
Not because jax belittles your discomfort or tries to push the boundaries. No, I dont think he would, especially when you two get serious. Like would he probably poke you in the beginning before realizing it genuinely brings great discomfort? Yes. Would he stop when he finds out it's an issue for you? Also yes. Again, hes an asshole but I dont think he would be outright ab*sive
No, the reason why I think kay there may be conflict is because behind closed doors, jax can be very clingy and physically touchy, he would want to lay on top of you and hold you and that kind of stuff. That one ask with clingy jax hcs changed me
I think, if you ever try to initiate touch first he would say something kind of mean before he can stop himself. "About time" or something. Like he means it lightheartedly but like. He immediately regrets it, especially since that can just be so... eidkcmc.. when you're trying to come out of your shell in regards to something
Easily has the worst reaction, make him sleep on the metaphorical couch
I think he would do anything to fix that though, you're his lil bun afterall
KINGER:
Kinger is big on touch, he likes handholding and putting his hand on your shoulder. But ultimately he would respect you and not touch you.. honestly kinger can be the same way depending on the day. Either he hates touch and doesnt want anyone or anything touching him, or he needs to be held in order to keep his mind set straight. Poor guy. He just like me frfr.
Honestly gets a little spooked when you gently set your head on his lap, announcing you're going to take a nap while you two hang out in the pillow fort. Kind of gives a soft and surprised "oh!" Before going as still as a statue. Does he stay put? Does he run his hand through your hair? Does he keep up his bug ramble? Does he pipe down?
Ultimately he sits there quietly while you sleep
Expects that to be a one time thing, but he notices you're slowly becoming more physically affectionate. He outwardly shows his support and pride for you
ZOOBLE:
Another one who doesnt really like touch, but instead of it being a discomfort it's just a "I dont like it" thing you know? I mean what did you expect? Zooble doesnt interact much with people unless they're forced to, so it makes sense that touch isnt their thing. So this actually works out very well for you two.
Just like the pomni segment, you guys are going to have to do a lot of communication in regards to introducing stuff like cuddling and hand holding ect into the relationship and finding what works for you while keeping both parties satisfied. I think in the end zooble would be supportive, and even try to esse themselves into the whole thing. So you dont have to do it alone, you know?
GANGLE:
Honestly I think shes too shy and/or unconfident to initiate physical affection herself so the topic never really came up. Which... is a bit odd since it regards a comfort thing for you as well as gangle possibly thinking that you dont enjoy her company; assuming you never really tell her that touch brings you discomfort
But because we love healthy stuff here, let's assume you guys set down boundaries and stuff before getting together
I still think gangle would have some teeny tiny feeling that they arent the best for you. She knows its unfair to think that for both of you, but like. Its one of those nagging mean voices we all have/get at some point, you know?
Probably lets out a little squeak when you slowly wrap one of her arms around your hand and wrist. Kind of just stands there frozen. Too scared to speak up or move, fearing she would ruin the moment
Honestly I think gangle isnt used to touch (that isnt neutral or in passing), so this is going to be a little experience for her. You're both in this together now, basically
#tadc x reader#the amazing digital circus x reader#digital circus x reader#caine x reader#pomni x reader#ragatha x reader#jax x reader#kinger x reader#zooble x reader#gangle x reader
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I'm baaaaack! I got a doozy of a piece too! For The Heir of Despair!
Read all that was there and I am here to share my thoughts in a slightly coherent way! Sorry in advance if I repeat myself! First, Byakuya, my boy. Oh my gosh are you an irredeemable prick! I say this in a good way by the way! Like, you wrote him good in the sense that I am routing for his downfall in some way and was very excited near the end when he slightly didn't get his way. Bravo! You have succeeded in making me dislike my boy! (I still love him <3) But, anyway, reading what's here really got my brain thinking! Like, what might happen with Byakuya and Junko. In fact, Here's a lightning round of fun little questions that make my brain do acrobatics in a skating park! Not for answering of course! That's be lame! I must expel these out though haha!
There! Got it out of my system!! As for some other thoughts, I enjoy the canon divergences! Obviously the main gimmick is itself one, but you get what I mean! Also, I have no way to segway into this but I was no joke quoting and spouting a bunch of goofy crap and like, I can't just NOT give a peak into the innerworkings of my mind. So, here. Take those and a bit of tidbits on the context I said them in. "Leave that little guy alone!" - Said mostly for Chihiro and Makoto, both when Byakuya was manipulate, mansplain, malewife-ing his way through existence. Less malewife though. Or scratch it. No malewife-ing for him. Not in this time line u_u "Byakuya! Have you learned nothing!" - Just any time Byakuya was doing stuff I found worthy of mocking him for. Might have to re-read everything to find the specifics cus I unfortunately did not count those moments in a spread sheet T-T "You're no good, Byakuya! You'll never be shit! You're just like your father!" - I find this one funny cus I legit find Kijo a saint in this in comparison to his son. It's both because the man hasn't really done much and he's not the focus. I also had a realization though that the reason I want this Byakuya to suffer so much is because I know he can do better than this! Like, Byakuya as a character! Unlike Kijo, he has the potential for redeemable qualities which makes his reveling in his own ego less camp, more pathetic. Like, Kijo makes it fun because he sucks, he will never improve, and that's that! And it's not like Byakuya can't be that fun camp! He just has to not be a monster! I like this factor in this Byakuya though in this fic. It really encapsulates how bad he could be. How he can surpass his father in horrible behavior, and actions. Like, it's sick reading how much he enjoys all of this and you did a really good job at it! Also, I have no idea how to fit this either but I DID mentally joke to myself that I wouldn't mind Junko actually cutting of a limb from Kijo just to make Byakuya suffer a bit (even if it probably won't be much sadly) and I have no idea how to take that... I think that, weirdly enough, I like ridiculing this Byakuya. I want him to fail. And like, it's insane you're writing can do that!! Be proud!! Like, this isn't even the type of fic I normally read and I've been able to enjoy it. You wrote many variants of just one rich guy and they're all distinct enough to feel different about them but similar enough where you can see where the divergences lie and I really like that!! And, it's oddly cool reading something and knowing that I could never write this. This goes for all your fics by the way but like, it's really cool reading this and just knowing that someone's able to write something I could never. I'm too much of a softie for Byakuya, even when I'm mean to him heehee! No clue if this makes sense by the way. I'm kinda blabbering now so I might end it here! But yeah! You got some cool stuff!
Aaahhh!!! Thank you!!! LOVE the art as always, it looks AWESOME!!
And yeah, Byakuya is NOT a good guy. He's very much a prick and supposed to be like that.
As for your questions, I obviously can't answer those... Though, the answer to some are no and some are yes... That's all I'll say.
And Chihiro is really going through it, with Makoto joining him soon. Byakuya will unfortunately not be leaving them alone 😔
Kijo is strangely enough a better person here, though he still ain't good. Like, he is very much on board with the killing game. He doesn't really like that Byakuya is in it cuz he doesn't want his heir to die, but that's all.
He's also very petty tho and is quite offended Byakuya kept him in the dark about everything. It's why he agreed to the motive. And unfortunately, no missing limbs for Kijo. That is reserved for another dad only in an AU that isn't mine...
But Byakuya is not nice, yeah. And like you said, he could be much better but he simply doesn't want to. He likes the way things are and loves to manipulate some of his classmates.
And that makes people not like him, just as intended. He's the protagonist but one you want to fail. Cuz if he doesn't, that means something bad for the rest of the cast...
But thank you!! I really like writing these different versions of him and it's really not as hard as it might seem. Tbh, it comes kinda natural if anything! Though, I get being the softie to Byakuya, I myself would never hurt him... Other than the countless times he got injured in my fics... :D
#danganronpa#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#danganronpa fanfiction#fanart#AHHH#everything u draw is sooo good!!#byakuya togami#chihiro fujisaki#makoto naegi#kijo togami#junko enoshima#mastermind byakuya togami#the heir of despair#still very tired#like ugh
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The haori
It surprises Tanjirou to see Tomioka arrive to the butterfly mansion; he knows (thanks to Kocho) that there's not going to be a hashira meeting any time soon. Also, and he feels relieved when he notices, Tomioka doesn't look injured.
His surprise only grows when the water hashira looks around, almost desperate. As soon as his deep blue eyes find his though, his shoulders relax.
Taking a deep breath, the Pillar sits right next to him on the floor. The sun is shining brightly over the backyard; everything looks green there.
It's really a beautiful day.
"They told me you were hurt."
He nods, although realizes quickly that it's useless because Tomioka is not looking at him.
"Nothing serious," he says, smiling because Tomioka's presence always makes him feel better. "It's just my arm and leg."
Turning his head at him, Tomioka frowns, glaring in disapproval at the bandage under Tanjirou's white pants. Then, he looks at the one under his sleeve like it has personally insulted him.
"Are you sure you don't need to be in bed right now?"
Shaking his head, Tanjirou chuckles; even though Tomioka looks irritated, his nose tells him he's not angry with him; he's worried. Around them, the people working in the mansion start looking in their direction every now and then with curiosity.
"I'm fine. I'll probably get another mission soon."
By the way he grimaces, Tomioka doesn't seem to like the idea of him going into battle at the moment.
Tanjirou is about to ask him what he's doing there when the hashira moves and puts his own haori on the young demon slayer's shoulders.
Blinking in confusion, Tanjirou glances up at Tomioka again only to see that he's looking away from him again. His cheeks are slightly pink.
"You looked like you were cold."
He's not. The weather is amazing. However, he doesn't want to make him feel bad (after all he's done for Nezuko) so he thanks him and puts it on.
Besides, his uniform and his haori are being washed at the moment so he supposes it's fine to borrow Tomioka's for a while.
It smells just like him; like ocean water, like salt... Like a river. All at the same time.
"It's huge," Tanjirou chuckles. It's only natural since Tomioka is taller and stronger than him.
"My haori looks perfect on you," the water hashira says and only then Tanjirou looks back at him, noticing the fond expression on his face.
He sounds almost proud and his eyes glimmer with triumph when he notices the others are watching them.
Aoi gets closer to them and (to Tanjirou's shock) bow at them both. Tomioka nods in approval for some reason.
No, she's never bowed at him. Tanjirou is sure her rank is superior to his.
"I'm sorry to interrupt such an intimate moment," she mumbles, prompting Tanjirou to narrow his eyes in confusion. "But I need to check on Tanjirou-san injuries."
San? Since when she uses an honorific to talk to him?
"Of course," Tomioka says. "I'll go with you."
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Looking unusually nervous, Aoi does her best to change Tanjirou's bandages quickly. It seems like Tomioka's intense look is making her less confident for some reason.
She looks almost scared.
"You should get something to eat," she tells him, moving away from as soon as she finishes. Relief is written all over her face. "Well, I'm done here."
"Thank you!" Tanjirou grins, but doesn't have time to say anything else because Tomioka takes him in his arms and carries him to the main room.
They eat together; he's so focused on the food that doesn't realize he's still wearing the haori or that Tomioka is staring at him with a fond smile.
When they finish, Kocho tells Tanjirou she has important things to discuss with Tomioka so the young demon slayer goes to Nezuko's room to check on her.
He manages to catch a few sentences of their conversation however.
"You have to tell him, Giyuu! Otherwise you're doing this for nothing! You know it's not fair..."
"I will tell him eventually."
"Probably on your wedding day..."
Tanjirou narrows his eyes, he's not sure if Kocho is just joking or if she's being serious, but thinking about Tomioka getting married makes him feel sad for a moment. He shakes his head though, reminding himself to be kind. He should be glad for his friends.
After seeing that Nezuko is still asleep, Tanjirou decides to go back to the yard, but finds himself in front Murata instead. They almost bump into each other, however, thanks to his nose he could move away in time.
"Tanjirou!" He says, smiling as his cheeks turn slightly pink. "Just the person I was in looking for!"
"Really?" He chuckles. "What do you need from me?"
"Well... Since both got some free time right now I was wondering..." He stops as soon as his eyes fall over the haori Tanjirou's wearing. "Is that Tomioka-san's?"
"Yes," Tanjirou nods, looking down at himself, still amused. "It's really big for me, don't you think? Oh, sorry! You were about to tell me something! What was it?"
Murata shakes his head, looking pale.
"N-Nothig. I didn't know you were already–that you had..." Again, he stops when he sees something over Tanjirou's shoulder. He bows. "I was already leaving, Tomioka-san!"
"Wait!" It's too late, he's already gone before Tanjirou can say anything else. He smells a bitter scent coming from Tomioka when he moves right next to him. However, when the water hashira looks down at him, the smell is replaced by a sweeter one.
"Let's go to the backyard," Tomioka mumbles, trying to hold back a pleased smile.
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Tanjirou gives him back the haori when it's time for him to leave. With a soft smile, he puts it back on slowly, almost like he wants everyone to see him.
"I'll be in contact," Tomioka promises, caressing Tanjirou's hair, surprising the young demon slayer. "I'll find a way to see you soon, no matter where you are."
Feeling excited at the possibility of seeing him again soon, Tanjirou beams at him. However, his smile vanishes when the water hashira leans, takes his hand and kisses it softly.
It's a shame the Pillar goes away right after that, leaving Tanjirou in a flustered shock for a couple of seconds.
There's something going on. Something he's missing.
He has to find out what it is.
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As someone who really likes both A:TLA and The Dragon Prince, this take infuriates me so much because, I love both Aang and Ezran for different reasons:
“Watched season 6 of TDP recently and Ezran is a much better character than Aang.
Ezran is a kid too and he tends to be naive.
But where ATLA uses Aang's age as an excuse for his actions, TDP stresses that while Ezran is young, that's not a reason for him to never take responsibility. That's not a reason for him to cling to the past and never move forward. He needs to grow up and face chal-lenges.
I also feel like Ezran's vision of peace and Aang's vision of peace are very different.
Aang tries to push his own ideals on other people, and gets frustrated when they don't agree. But Ezran understands and acknowledges that people are in pain. He knows peace doesn't come easy which is why he uses his position to take the first steps.
And to be honest, Ezran just had more growth”.
People who say this stuff are morons with no media-literacy. And yes, they ship Zutara.
I’m sorry, but I’ve never seen The Dragon Prince. But I have heard it’s good, made by Aaron Ehasz and Sokka voices the main character. So I can’t really comment on Ezran, but as for Aang…
OP blatantly lies about Aang and just doesn’t understand or remember his character. For one the show NEVER uses his age as an excuse for his actions. His age is only really brought up in the context that he has so much pressure thrust upon him as the Avatar, something no 12 year old should be put through.
Aang is genuinely a kindhearted person, but whenever he does do something wrong, he’s either called out for it, apologizes or at the very least realizes his mistake. When he hides the letter from Hakoda, Sokka is pissed and Katara is disappointed, Aang doesn’t try to justify what he did, he knows it was wrong and accepts the consequences. When he burns Katara he swears off firebending, he feels remorse over giving into negativity and hatred when Appa was stolen and bottles up his emotions. In EIP he clearly realizes kissing Katara was stupid and the latter is rightfully annoyed.
The whole point of the show is Aang taking responsibility and actively seeking to save the world, which he does. He grows up and faces many challenges, in The Storm, he says
“I’m done dwelling on the past. I can't make guesses about what would have turned out if I hadn't run away. I'm here now and I'm going to make the most out of it”.
That’s precisely what Aang does during the series.
“Aang tries to push his own ideals on other people, and gets frustrated when they don't agree. But Ezran understands and acknowledges that people are in pain. He knows peace doesn't come easy which is why he uses his position to take the first steps.”
I am so sick of this notion that Aang tries to push his ideas on people. I know what episode they’re referring to, and Aang never tried to force his ideals on Katara. He actively acknowledges that Katara is in pain.
“Wait! Stop! I do understand. You're feeling unbelievable pain and rage. How do think I felt about the sandbenders when they stole Appa? How do you think I felt about the Fire Nation when I found out what happened to my people?”
He knows that peace doesn’t come easy, he urges Katara to face the killer, she doesn’t forgive him like Aang expected her to, but Aang takes no issue with this, he’s just proud she didn’t give into her hatred and chose to forgive Zuko, who need I mention, Aang had taken the first step by offering him friendship and saving his life.
The thing is, I and many other don’t take issue with criticism regarding Aang, for example I wish he was shown apologizing to Katara in EIP and I wish his conflict about killing Ozai was set up earlier. All Anti-Aang criticisms essentially have no merit to them, this one in particular actively fails to understand character and makes up elements that were never at play, the stuff they say Aang didn’t do, he actually did, you’d have to be blind not to notice.
#aang#pro aang#aang defense squad#avatar the last airbender#anti zutara#anti anti aang#pro kataang#atla
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Realization 2.0 (Cat King x Edwin Payne)
I really tried writing something, this is one of the two attempts. English is not my main language, and I also have to translate Ir(me) → Spanish → English → Making Sense in English. I didn't actually finish this one, so, have this draft. Sorry if it disappoints.
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Based on the idea of How did Cat King react when he got back the bracelet. Technically is a One Sided Catwin, happens in the events of the series.
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A loud noise surrounded in flames showed in front of his bed. Cat King (or Thomas) had been resting, after a whole night of chasing that stiff ghost, revealing the plan of that witch. Also deleting from his mind the rejection he suffered. It hurt more than anything he had ever experienced. Edwin put him in his place, he'd give him that. The thing between them was just the bracelet. Other than that, Edwin had no reasons to be around him.
Back to the noise, he looked from his upside down near the border of the bed at the piece. Wanted to believe his eyes were lying. Wanted to think it was just a joke. It was impossible. Got up and turned to take a better look, still at distance, and the closest cat got the message, leaving via one of the windows of that old warehouse. Thomas got up, fixed his fluffy coat and picked up the metallic piece with a cat shape. "You clever ghost", tried to lie to himself. Wanted to believe it was another part of their game. Edwin would come in, proud and stiffed, claiming that he found another way to get rid of the attachment. Thomas hurt Edwin's pride and autonomy when he paid back the little spell the ghost boy put on one of his cats. Last night, Edwin hurt Thomas back, reminding him he was nothing, and no matter what, he would never change his mind about him. Now he could give the knockout and show himself, maybe to prove once again he was one step ahead, or that he would always find a way, like any other of his cases. And that was what Thomas found so attractive and magnetic about him. Those egocentric moments where Payne found and put himself above everyone because of course he would be right. He was always right.
He saw and sensed the marks or forcing the bracelet, all failed, the lock never gave up. Some tracks of useless spells that didn't help him either. No gadget or trinket from Magic Mick would be at his level. He really tried everything to get away from it, didn't he? Thomas wanted to believe, again, that it was just an attack against losing his autonomy and escaping the... Night Nurse? and Death from coming after him and his violent pal. Not Edwin wanting to get rid of Cat King. Maybe in another circumstances, maybe without the binding spell, he could've gotten closer and with better results, like that crow, Monty. But he liked playing chase. He was a cat, after all. "I'm such a believer", he mocked himself, trying to think that he could've gotten the ghost if he wasn't as playful and that detective weren't fun to test against his old ways. He liked scratching to get his attention. He liked seeing his reaction at his scenarios, the panics Edwin had which left his spectral shape speechless, taking the truth out of his lips. The confusion when he revealed Monty's little secret, as he never lied and would never lie to him. For being a trickster, he was an open book for Edwin, even if he was new at facing his emotions. He liked making Edwin facing his emotions. "And now could be a nice chance to do that. The whole A detective does whatever to finish a case", he screamed in the room, still in the mind scenario. He wanted to see Payne's witty face. The "I'm not playing your games even though I liked this little game between us." Deep down, they both enjoyed it, too many times he makes pride of comebacks against that psychic friend of theirs, or praising himself in silence when he was right about a case. Would he even try to deny he went to their lighthouse meeting just to see if he had at least a 'tic' of advantage on the Counting Cats Game?
Because he didn't count all the cats, that was for sure. He had to hear the results himself, and let him free. But no signs of him.
"Sir, there are no tracks of that ghost twink in Port Townsend." He turned at the army of cats in front of him. Good, they took the liberty to check everywhere.
"His little friends are out of town as well. Without any goodbye." Huffed in a laugh. "I'm hurt."
"No, my Lord. Only him." The cats stepped back, as Thomas turned facing the wall. "The cricket bat ghost and the bratty teen were talking about going to hell to take him back." His slit eyes were scrounging the neon crown sign. Impossible. How come they got caught? How come Edwin was now away for God knows how long?
At least him away in London meant he could travel to see him again. Hell was more difficult. Even if Edwin made it out, it's fucking hell. He was gone. Unreachable. Not even wasting his 7 remaining lives could guarantee he would get to see the ghost in hell to bring see him back.
#cat king x edwin#catwin#thomas the cat king#dead boy detectives cat king#cat king#the cat king#dead boy detectives edwin#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#dbd cat king#dbd headcanons#dbdetectives one shot#one shot#fanfic#reallifetangent#rlt#reallifetangent writes
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hi cas it's career advice anon
one of my best friends kind of immediately clocked onto the fact that i was career advice anon and called me out on it and we talked about the whole thing and she's insanely supportive so yeah that's helped a lot
i've decided to go into law. there are some technicalities that still need to be resolved which can only be done when the time comes so i'm not too worried about those but since i'll be an international student who did my master's in the US, it'll be harder to get into big law firms as a mainstream associate instead of an international role because they'd prefer students with a JD which would be insanely costly for me to get and my parents wouldn't support that idea either so it kinda feels like i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place yk? i mean, it's not impossible, just extremely competitive because they hire fewer LLMs as mainstream associates than they hire JD holders and if i'm doing better than everyone else, i might still stand a chance and i fully intend to do that but i kinda worry that there are going to be people in the same situation as me but doing better (which might very well be the case), in which case my future looks kinda extremely uncertain when it comes to what my main goal is.
i haven't told my parents yet but i'll need to soon because my country's universities have entrance tests depending on what field we want to work in and i need to start preparing for the one for law as well as take up the necessary subjects in eleventh and twelfth grade. it's just kinda a big shift yk and i'm not entirely sure how my parents will take it since they're both in stem and stem oriented people. like, they won't be unsupportive, but jokes have been made before about how my grades in humanities were better than those in science. not to mention, i'll be doing exactly what my subtly misogynistic grandparents want me to do by dropping out of stem and i don't really want to give them that satisfaction but at the same time, i'm done with stem.
sorry for ranting, hope you're having a good day
Hi!
Honestly, I think it's important for you to remember that you're doing what YOU want. And for real, if your parents are disappointed that you want to do into LAW? that's really fucked because like...lawyers are very smart and can make huge amounts of money! They should be super proud that you have such goals. Fuck anyone who judges you, and remember that youre trying to do something for yourself.
I'm proud of you for doing some soul searching and realizing that this is what you want. Im sending you all the luck!
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Hey Zep! So I was working on a little something today doing some brainstorming and got thinking, for your stories, where do you draw inspiration from that's not music or directly from the "show" you're working with since those are big ones I think a lot of us writers use? Books? Movies? Other shows? Real life? Something completely random? Happy Friday night!
@luci-in-trenchcoats Hey Michelle! 💕 Lovely Friday night/Sat. wee morning we're having lol.
Oooh happy brainstorming! I hope it was a good sesh. But thank you for this question!! It's a really good one, and it took me some time to contemplate...
In general, I would say all of the above! The music actually comes after for me. I typically find the music/vibe when I'm outlining.
So when it comes to ideas that spark my imagination, I'm a big advocate of:
"Write what you know."
"Write what you can research."
"Write what you're interested in."
If it falls within these 3 categories for me, that's what I'll write about. But sometimes, my ideas come from want I would want to read myself.
For Break Me Down, for example, I developed that series from the initial idea that I wanted to see a plausible, romantic redemptive story for Soldier Boy. (I love redemptive storytelling, and Soldier Boy was a unique challenge. 😅) The rest spun out from the loose concept I had in Checkerboard.
For the Midnight Espresso series, the initial concept stemmed from a thought I had of: What if Dean had a Latina girlfriend?
She would shower that man with so much doting affection, he wouldn't know what to do with it, or himself. But she'd also keep him on his toes lol.
That concept turned into, well, what if I explored my heritage and ethnicity, and combine it with my personal experience of being plus-sized?
Maybe my fellow plus-sized queens would like to read about that, while my Latina lovelies would get to see themselves represented in some way. Not all Hispanic/Latin cultures are alike. In fact, they're often very proud to be different lol. But the truth is, we all have some similarities.
But still, I tried to make it so everyone would find something to enjoy throughout that series, not just Latinas or plus-sized lovelies.
Using one more example, for Smoke Eater, I drew inspiration from a lot of places. The initial idea came from just reading an awesome firefighter!Dean AU called Hold On I’m Coming by @ravengirl94. It made me want to write my own!
I had never written a full AU before, but I drew from my deep and abiding love of Chicago Fire, Law & Order, Chicago Med, and other procedurals. It turned into this overarching murder mystery that tied in all the characters.
But there was also a plotline with the reader's grandfather that was very personal to me. I didn't realize it when I was writing it, but it actually helped me work through some of my own personal grief there. (Those who've read it know what I'm talking about, as I included it in the AN on certain chapters.)
There was also another plotline in SE that helped me craft Nick, one of the main antagonists (dealing with sexual harassment). And that came about from stories my close friends had told me, and I was so deeply affected by them that I felt I had to write about it.
I'm sorry that was such a long-winded answer (as usual with me lol), but those 3 points are where the essence of my ideas usually come from. And that 3rd one also includes, "things I've never tried to write before but secretly want to." 🤣
#ask me stuff#where I get my ideas#brainstorming#writers#on writing#writing questions#lovely mutuals#dean winchester#dean winchester x reader#spn#soldier boy#soldier boy x reader#dean winchester x you#the boys#soldier boy x you#break me down#smoke eater#midnight espresso#dean winchester x latina!reader#dean winchester x plus sized!reader#dean winchester x plus size!reader#zepskies answers
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Hey, so...
Does anyone remember this post I made recently?
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I made some art for it...
If you wanna see it...
Here it is:
I'M SO MAD AT MYSELF IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SURVIVING THE MANSION BUT I DIDN'T REALIZE UNTIL AFTER I FINISHED IT AAAGGH
...Aside from that little oopsie, though, I'm actually really proud of how the logo came out? I based the font off a style called "Micro 5 Charted". Thank goodness I was using graph paper!
I'm not sure if that Kanji is correct; Google Translate doesn't seem to like the word "oni" or "stick", especially together, so I spelled out the Romanji in the English box and then tried to copy the characters Google offered me as closely as possible. I think I'd be more surprised if I got the Kanji correct, honestly.
Henry Stickmin title screens usually have two different fonts for the verb and the noun, and I thought about trying to make "Mansion" look like an actual house, but that made my brain hurt to much to conceptualize, so I stuck with different colored fonts. Hmm, that clock sure is there. I wonder what it means gets hit by a bus
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Anyway, here's some theoretical scenarios of what the main gameplay would look like! This one stars General Hubert Galeforce and some other guy:
Option 1: Shoot
Result: The monster hears you move as soon as you pull your gun from its holster. No time to defend yourself.
FAILURE (DiE!)
Option 2: Backup
Result: Your radio refuses to work, even though it was just fine before you entered the mansion. The monster waits until you've realized this, then goes for your throat.
FAILURE (No one will hear your screams...)
Option 3: Time Out
Result: The monster does not hear you and goes into a separate room, out of sight and out of mind. Galeforce survives... for now. But what was that thing...?
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I don't know how feasible it would be, but I imagine this would be a cross between typical RPG Maker-styled games (pixels, speech boxes with pictures of the characters, moving around a set floor plan, puzzle solving, etc) and typical Henry Stickmin-styled game play (cutscenes, choices, possible interactivity [grabbing items/bios], the occasional quick time event, etc) (voice acting would be a stretch). Most of the gameplay, like exploring the mansion, puzzle solving, and running/fighting the monster, would be RPG style, and then occasionally switch into a cutscene that requires you to make a choice; usually with just one correct answer but possibly others that could result in diverging dialogue/interaction/paths/endings? Something to think about.
Anyway, Galeforce! Poor man has no idea what he almost walked into, haha. I experimented with perspective and limb placement here, which was exhausting but also a lot of fun! Dynamics are hard with stick figures, but considering that they're they only character medium I've ever been decent at, I made it work.
And the Oni... I tried to give it some sort of anatomy, but quickly realized that I do not have the skills to pay those bills. I opted for a more of a shadowy figure looking thing with a big smile instead (you can see some of the lines where I tried to make it have arms, I think). I opted for Ao Oni's purple-y blue color scheme verses HetaOni's gray alien look. Back in the day of fan made Ao Oni games, people would usually try to put their own unique spin on the Oni sprite, with HetaOni's being the most unique I ever saw (keep in mind, it was one of the few designs I ever saw, so there might be cooler ones out there, who knows). In theory, a game called Sutikku Oni would use a stick figure shaped monster, but with my current art skills, that would just look like a normal stick person with a big head (look! Geoffrey Plumb's cousin!). I think the less we see, the better; all good horror games know when to leave things to the imagination!
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I also made a second one, featuring my boy Dave Panpa!
...Dave, I'm so sorry... *MAKES HIM PEEP THE HORROR*
Option 1: Call for Help
Result: You call for help...
FAILURE (...but nobody came.)
Option 2: Run
Result: You tense your muscles in preparation to run. The monster is faster.
FAILURE (YoU... wOn'T... eScApE...!)
Option 3: Pretend to be a Piano
Result: Frozen with fear in front of the piano, it's all you can do to hope the monster thinks you're also a piano (a sopping wet piano, but still). It's deadly quiet. You can hardly breathe, and you're afraid to. The monster stares at you for an uncomfortably long time, before walking away, out of sight and out of mind. You stay still a little longer before collapsing to the ground. Dave Panpa survives... for now. How on Earth did that work? Or... did that thing let you live out of pity...?
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UGH the piano! Pianos are so hard to draw! Luckily, I had an almost head on reference that I was able to use for the first picture. For the above view shot, I had to do some wild guessing. The red stuff near Dave's head in the second picture is the red stuff he was referring to. Is it blood? Paint? Something else? Who knows! But as we all know, any self respecting Ao Oni fan game needs a piano puzzle!
I imagine Dave was dragged along for the ride when the Toppats decided to find the treasure of the mansion (or something to that degree), fully intending to leave him there to die if there was, in fact, a monster inside. Poor Dave... Maybe there could be an ending where amends are made? Or maybe not...
I mostly put the smile on the monster's shadow as a means of showing that, indeed, it is the monster, but now I'm wondering if the monster's mouth glows or something? Hot fires of Hell, delivered right to you! Can you beat the heat?
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Thank you all for coming to my fixation ramble that absolutely no one else except me finds interesting! Any thoughts before you go?
(A cricket chirps, then leaves because it's in the wrong conference room)
...Yeah, I figured.
#thsc#the henry stickmin collection#my art#ao oni#hetaoni#hubert galeforce#dave panpa#dave panpa my beloved#rambling#if anyone actually is entertained by my weird thing I made let me know!#this is hardly even a pipe dream#but it'd be cool if people were like “yeah that's cool I guess”#and then I could go YAY!#the blue clock in the logo and the quick time event are a reference to my hetaoni fic#just for fun#the actual clock/time travel device would probably be something unique#something Henry Stickmin would steal/get his hands on during the first mansion “playthrough”#triple threat#technically#they're referenced
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im so sorry for req again pooks…. Ur writing skills r too cool fr… but theres this idea thats stuck in my head… (im the anon who req the little sister hcs)
may i req a hc of the osomatsu brothers finding out their younger sister is a magical girl? (think of madoka magica or sailor moon) I remember in the show, choromatsu said smthing abt magical girls and i was like “idea!”
(Also can i be 🥭 anon?)
WOAHH THIS IS SUCH A COOL IDEA !
don't worry, 🥭! I'm not against it at all. Of course you can, I think it's cute! thank you very much <3 also sorry if it didn’t turn out as you expected, this is my first time writing something like this..
matsuno siblings x Madician girl s/o
PLATONIC
TW//CW: ???
Osomatsu’s first reaction will be something like.. “..huh.. HUH.. WHAT-“ at first he will think that you are joking, but after he saw Ichimatsu-cat and was literally able to return from Hell, he really doubts . Once he has verified that it is true, he will be genuinely shocked and delighted. the first question he will ask is “so.. does that mean you.. like.. will transform into an anime girl in dresses and bows?” in fact, he is still in shock, having realized how little he knows about his younger siblings. but in fact, he is truly delighted. he would love to see you in a cute dress in the style of Sailor Moon or Madoka.
It’s impossible to explain in words how much Karamatsu admires you. Of course, at first he will deny that he just saw his little sister transform into a magical girl, but he will say something like
“✨✨✨heh.. our world is full of malice and injustice.. and I am happy to be the sensei of the protector of this ci-“
for which you will probably hit him on the head with a magic wand (or whatever you use) in the middle of his ballad.
so, are you going to look me in the eyes and then tell me that Choromatsu won't be crazy about you and won't be your number one fan? this guy is damn proud. he won't be able to believe that his little sister is the one he admired most in the anime. but if that happens, the first thing he'll probably do is faint or do a "SHHEEEEEEEE" pose. don’t be surprised if suddenly he starts begging you to see you in your magic dress.
Ichimatsu... somehow he doesn’t care? even if you are a real cruel witch, he still considers you a close person and favourite little sister. Of course he will be surprised, but doesn’t he himself have skeletons in his closet? Moreover, this guy in the dark alleys transforms into a cat, you are both in the same boat.
It's hard to tell what Jyushimatsu thinks. his first reaction would be cat eyes and a sleeve covering his mouth, his question would be “but can you still play baseball with me?” and if your answer satisfies him, he will return to his usual facial expression and continue to play with you as if nothing had happened. His reaction is the calmest, one might even say strange. The main thing for him is that you can still play with him and spend time.
Todomatsu is FUCKING surprised. It will take him several days to realize what he saw. but when he calms down, he will start crawling towards you, making cute eyes and acting like a cute big brother (don't trust that devil). Every time he sees you, he asks you to take a photo in your magical form so that he can show off you to beautiful girls. (HE'S FUCKING USING YOU, KICK THIS ASSHOLE'S ASS)
#mr osomatsu x reader#osomatsu san x reader#osomatsu matsuno x reader#karamatsu matsuno x reader#choromatsu matsuno x reader#ichimatsu matsuno x reader#jyushimatsu matsuno x reader#todomatsu matsuno x reader#yuimatsu
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Hey, hey, Lina~! I just read your rules again am reminded that you write yandere content.👀 How about some general yandere headcanons for Riddle, Trey, Azul, and Jade? 👀👀👀 And if it's alright with you, can they be soft yanderes? 👉️👈️ Ehehe...
riddle, trey, azul and jade yandere headcanons (gn!reader)
i sure do write yandere content 👀👀 here are some yandere headcanons for your favorite boys!
also. i apologize, for some reason i forgot about the last sentence and i doubt that you can call these headcanons soft 😭😭 I'M SO SORRY I'M TOO USED TO WRITING MORE "SCARY" YANDERE HCS SHDJSKSLSL
warnings: yandere themes, abusive/unhealthy relationship dynamics, mentions of stalking, manipulating and gaslighting.
riddle rosehearts.
♡ i personally think that riddle would be that type of yandere who simply has an innocent crush on you at first. it's nothing too scary, he just likes you a lot and he can't stop thinking about you. the main reason why his crush could easily turn into an obsession is.. riddle is extremely affection-starved, no matter how much he tries to deny it. he needs someone to love him, he needs someone to tell him that he did a good job, he needs someone to tell him that he's doing fine, actually, no, he's doing great and there's no one better than him. so if you end up giving him a bit too much affection for someone like him, who's not used to it at all.. don't blame him for the things that he will do to make you pay even more attention to him.
♡ you can easily make him become more obsessed with you by praising him and spending a lot of time with him. he's not sure how to call this feeling that he gets when you're around, but.. he feels special thanks to you. and when you're not here to tell him that you're proud of him, it hurts so much. he's not sure what he should do, but he knows that he doesn't want you to forget about him. he will slowly become more and more possessive, he has to know where you are, what are you doing, who are you talking to, literally everything. and if he thinks that someone doesn't deserve your time.. maybe you should stop talking to them? no, you should definitely stop talking to them. think of that as a new rule.
♡ riddle tries to act like a caring boyfriend, who only wants the best for you, but his temper is even worse now and it's much easier to annoy him (though it never was that hard anyway), especially if you try to disobey him. can't you see that he's doing it for your own good? no, y/n, he's not selfish at all, it's not just him wanting to be the only person who gets to be praised and loved by you. those people have never deserved your attention, so why should you continue talking to them? and if you keep saying that he's wrong.. he said that he would never hurt the person that he loves, but it looks like he has to make an exception here.
♡ he would never try to hurt you physically, unless the situation gets really bad, but OH BOY THE PSYCHOLOGICAL HARM HE CAN INFLICT. he will come up with more and more rules that he made personally for you. you can't talk to that person, you can't go to that place, you can't do this thing.. and if you say that you hate riddle for doing this, i'm afraid it will get so much worse and he may start punishing you for your behavior. the idea of you, the person that gave him so much love in the past, starting to hate him, scares riddle so much and he will do anything to make you take your words back. and he believes that if he just tries to "train" you and make you obey his every order, maybe you will eventually forget about everything you said and you will realize how much you love him. and sure, maybe you do agree to follow his rules, but what you feel is not love, but pure fear.
trey clover.
♡ honestly, trey has the potential to become one of the scariest yanderes here. why? well, the thing is.. he's not suspicious at all. most people like him or they at least respect him and sure, he can pull a prank on you or tell you a really bad pun, but that's the worst thing that he can do.. right? so if he suddenly starts acting even nicer when you're around, everyone will just think he's being his usual "big brother figure" self. and if you're the only one who thinks that the way he acts is kinda creepy, good luck trying to prove it to others.
♡ why would he become obsessed with you though? how did it go from a simple crush to this kind of feeling? it would most likely happen because when you're around, trey feels like he doesn't have to act like he's better than he is. he doesn't have to act like he's this smart, reliable and understanding person who will always be there to support everyone and give them the advice that they need. you told him so many times that he can relax and be himself with you, he doesn't have to be this "cool upperclassman" when you're around. at first trey just laughed it off and acted like he didn't care much about your words, but eventually.. he started feeling more and more comfortable and acting like his real self, but he could show it only to you.
♡ yeah, he's definitely one of the softer yanderes (but still, very scary). even though you told him so many times that you're fine, you don't need his help, he will always be waiting for the right moment to appear and ask if you need help with anything. he's so kind that it's basically impossible to say no to him or tell him that you're starting to find his behavior concerning. and if you do tell him that, you'll feel guilty immediately afterwards. trey will say things like "oh, i see.. i'm sorry, y/n" and "i apologize, i should have noticed that you're uncomfortable" and it feels so bad, you don't want to hurt his feelings, but you had to be honest with him. but trey can't just leave you alone like this, you need someone to take care of you, what if something happens to you? especially if you don't have any magic powers, there has to be someone who can protect you.
♡ but what should he do, if you claim that you don't need any help and you're even trying to avoid trey now? well.. maybe he should just make you depend on him more! oh, you suddenly tripped even though you were as careful as you could be and you fell? let him take care of you! you got sick for some reason even though you felt perfectly fine a few minutes ago? it's okay, he will help you recover. so why is he acting like this, even though he feels more "free" around you and he feels like he doesn't have to be his usual soft and polite self? you see, y/n, it's because you were the first person who made him feel like that, so he wants to take care of you for real. he genuinely wants to protect you and he really thinks that you won't be safe with anyone but him. so just.. don't worry about anything, alright?
azul ashengrotto.
♡ i think he would be similar to riddle in some way, because this boy really needs someone to praise him, give him attention and tell him that he's doing great. however, i think he would be much more careful rather than riddle. he has to make you trust him, right? he wants you to think that he's actually a good guy and other people don't deserve you, you know what, maybe they even want to use you! if you're the ramshackle prefect, then it would be even more easy for him to manipulate you and make you believe that other students will never understand you as well as he does. he heard them say so many bad things about you behind your back.. but he would never do that, you know that, right?
♡ so yes, he's another yandere who will make you depend on him a lot. he will manipulate you, gaslight you, all that stuff. and of course, he's good at it, he's an octavinelle student and he knows a lot about how business works, it won't take long for him to make you trust him. however, even though it looks like he's so confident and he's sure you're gonna love him as much as he loves you.. on the inside, he's terrified. he's panicking. he's not so sure, in fact, he's afraid that you're gonna leave him at any moment. what if you see all of his flaws, what if you see how imperfect he really is? no, no, he can't let you find out. he's torn between wanting to be by your side all the time and watching you from afar so that you won't get too close to him and realize how stupid and disgusting he really is.
♡ eventually, he decides that he can't leave you alone. it's too dangerous, someone might tell you the truth about his motives and try to protect you.. no, steal you away from him. he will most likely come up with some kind of contract as well, so that there will be no chance of you leaving him. yes, you can easily see how weak and flawed he is because you're spending so much time with him now (it's not like you have a choice), but.. he would feel even worse if he just let you walk around freely and talk to other students. if he has to choose between showing you who he really is, but still being able to see you every day and not letting you find out about his past, but watching you spend time and hang out with others.. he's gonna go with the first option.
♡ if you see through his lies and tell him that you want to leave, he will try to threaten you and he's gonna act like his cool villain self, but when he notices that you don't look so afraid and you still can't stand him and you don't want to be in the same room as him.. oh no. oh no, he's crying. he can't control his feelings, he's really trying, but it looks like it's time to finally show you his real, "weak" and "pathetic" self. please, don't leave him, y/n. he's nothing without you. he knows that he doesn't deserve your love, but please, at least just try to pretend that you tolerate him. make him feel like he's worth something and he's actually better than he thinks he is.
jade leech.
♡ he's an interesting one, because at the same time he's extremely careful and it's hard to find any evidence against him, but also.. this guy is suspicious. he walks in and you can already feel that suspicious vibe. like you just know that he's planning something and that "something" is not gonna be good. but it's hard to deny just how charming he is and how easily he can make you trust him. he also acts a lot more confident than azul and it's very hard to say no to him. you still can't help but feel like he wants something from you and he's trying to manipulate you.. but oh well, it seems like it's working.
♡ he's that type of yandere who knows everything about you. he knows your entire schedule, he knows your likes and dislikes, he knows your strengths and your weaknesses and he will use that information for his own advantage. how did he find out all of that? oh, who knows, maybe you mentioned it yourself and didn't think too much of it, but jade remembered it and wrote it down or maybe he just spent some time watching you and trying to memorize every single little thing that you do or say. but he knows everything, y/n, so there's no point in trying to lie to him or hide something from him.
♡ the scariest part about him is that he never loses his cool. he never shows any weakness, his face expression is always the same, you doubt that there's anything that can hurt him, make him cry or scare him. and if you say that you find him scary and that you don't return his feelings.. his face expression doesn't change and that makes you panic even more. how are you supposed to fight against someone who doesn't react to anything you do? he still has that creepy smile on his face and his tone is still as calm as ever. he always knows what to say to make you believe that you will always lose to him no matter what and that you have no choice but to say that you love him back. even if you don't actually love him, it's fine, jade finds it even more interesting and exciting. also, where's the fun in making you fall in love with him at first sight?
♡ oh, why did he become obsessed with you? well, you see.. he just thinks you're different. you're unique, you're not like everyone else and he wants to know more about you. he's been watching you for a long time, but he just can't get enough, he needs you to be right next to him, so that he can look into your eyes, see your reactions to everything and watch your face expression change from surprised to terrified. ah.. actually, he's not sure if he even loves you in a romantic way. his feelings for you are certainly strong, but he is aware that it's mostly an obsession. he sure would love to go on a date with you and he would be so happy to hear you confessing your feelings for him, but again, he doesn't mind being hated by you. it makes his interest grow even more, actually. so he will be patient and he will give you as much time as you need. and if you still hate him.. well, who said that he wouldn't enjoy seeing you in pain as much as he enjoys seeing you happy?
#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland imagines#twst imagines#twst headcanons#twst x reader#riddle rosehearts#riddle rosehearts x reader#trey clover#trey clover x reader#azul ashengrotto#azul ashengrotto x reader#jade leech#jade leech x reader
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Parents in BMF
Sooo, Be My Favorite has been hitting too close to my heart since ep 1. But this ep topped it off ahaha I did not sign up for this where's the cutesy show I can watch without feeling anything
There's already been a lot of (frankly wonderful) discussions about it, but this stuff hits close to home so I had to write a bit, too. Prior warnings for (mostly) personal thoughts, disorderly ramblings, and discussions of homophobia.
About Kawi
We start off the series with saving Kawi's family as one of the goals. But what is 'family' to Kawi? Kawi gives us a lot of info about his background - He is poor (one of his main insecurities that plays into his sense of self), his mother has remarried and moved away, and his father is mortally ill.
From Kawi's words, it's clear that he is not at all close to his mother. So, he probably did not have a mother figure growing up. Did he even have a feminine figure he was close to throughout his childhood and adolescence? A playmate, a neighbour, an aunt? (Not really, I think)
Is that why he values his 'crush' so much?
A woman showed him kindness and interest for perhaps a very, very long time, in a foreign setting where he feels vulnerable, and he latched to it. Can't blame him for that. But that brings up an interesting possibility—The feelings Kawi has for Pear, are they of an inherently romantic nature? Or are they of some other kind, but which Kawi chooses to label as romantic, because he has little to no experience with female affection whatsoever?
Anyway, I was supposed to talk about Kawi's dad and got derailed.
So, Kawi's father.
Someone who loves Kawi a lot, as evident from his unwillingness to touch the fixed deposit he has because it is saved for Kawi's future. He refuses to get expensive treatment that is crucial for him to live him because he does not want to land Kawi in debt. (He also refused to talk about his disease in the initial eps, perhaps because he does not want his son to worry about him and affect his studies.)
So, Kawi at least had a positive father figure in his life. (who evetually becomes the reason why Kawi starts chasing his dreams!! Woot to healthy fathers in bls and in reality!)
But, it also makes me wonder, would Kawi's father accept the fact of him being a part of the queer community? Since BMF is a bl show, the answer is perhaps yes. (Though BMF is giving so many surprises each week I feel that this may just be hmmm... not true... hm... deep in delulu) But if this was in the real world, would he, an aged asian person with perhaps negligible knowledge about the queer community, learns that his so-far-straight son has suddenly 'turned gay' (using this term cause this is what I've heard ppl use irl when talking about their kids coming out...), be ok with it? Would he accept Kawi?
(I REALLY really wanna see Kawi coming out to his dad. LIke. Give it to meeee gmmtv.)
About Pisaeng
Contrasting Kawi's openness about his family (despite his insecurities about it), we have Pisaeng, who gives us no info about his family.
In all the prev eps, we got little mention of Pisaeng's family. And when we did, it was from Pear, saying that Pisaeng had a lonely childhood with no friends other than her and Not. (Which struck me as weird, cause Pisaeng, with his friendliness, ought to have many. making assumption about extroverts...i'm sorry. Ofc, we later learn the reason for this.)
Anyway, Pisaeng *does not* bring his family up, ever. He refuses to talk of the past. What could have happened back then?
In ep 6, finally, we get an idea.
It's Max, dearest Tired Queer who never fails us, who brings it up (the irony!)
But, even faced with the direct question, Pisaeng clams up and refuses to talk. (At this point I didn't realize what was happening it, just thought we were hating on politicians like we always ought to. And that Pisaeng's last name is very common in Thailand.)
And this wannabe politician lady is liberal enough on the media to have an out and proud queer person like Max follow her because he likes "what she says."
I need a breather cause this is so close to reality that it's nauseating
We later know that liberal politician lady is Pisaeng's mum. And all her liberal thoughts are just for the show. She employs people who are from the queer community but then uses them to spy on her son. (another breather needed asap)
Now, I wouldn't have realized this part if @bengiyo hadn't pointed this out in their post about how Pisaeng has been forced into the closet by his *liberal queer-supportive* mother, who also insists on controlling his life, his sexuality, and even his friends. Look at @jjsanguine's post on Pisaeng's mother and her view of frivolous friendships! It's soo... TwT. There *are* parents who insist their children don't make friends cause according to them the wrong sort of friends will get them into trouble in their future life (aka employment/career. Frick society and its- everything, actually.)
As much as I hate her for her horrible parenting, for her blatant lies about acceptability, and for using queers to hunt down their own community, and for being a politician (there's smt inherently wrong with ppl in politics, smt or the other, you can't convince me otherwise), I can't help but marvel how real her character is. Cause yeah, this stuff happens every day. I've seen others experience it, and I've experienced it myself.
That said, I can also see *where* Pisaeng's mum is coming from. (His name is so long I wanna call him Saeng but we got soo many Saeng's in bls recently ueue). As in the thought that drives their behaviour.
I think Pisaeng's mother operates on this—It's ok as long as it's not one of ours aka queerness in fine, as long as it's other people, as long as it does not affect our children.
I dunno about Thailand, but in my part of Asia, this is the often the *most* acceptability queers get. This, or outright homophobia. (breaths.)
Parents (ie the 'cool' ones) are ok with lgbt+ as long as their kids don't come out one day, or heavens forbid, bring a partner home. I do believe there are some parents who accept lgbt freely, but like, in my 19 yrs of experience, none of the parents (the ones who were ok enough to hold such a talk with in the first place) were. I hope some parents out there are more accepting :')
If you belong to a particularly liberal upper/upper middle class family, and you show your parent an lgbt ad, talk about the latest legislature that decriminalized homosexual relationships, or the ongoing court case about legalizing same sex marriage, they'll be ok with that. They'll nod their head and say 'progress'. (Though a lot more parents would beat you/inflict other kinds of abuse on you. Also honour killing.)
But heaven forbid their child becomes a part of that community. Then, there are talks of soothsayers, 'treatments', "it's just a phase", cutting off the child's friends and their access to phone cause they've been "badly influenced".
At the end, if the person still insists on being a part of queer community, the parents will force them to hide it. Not to tell anyone about it, to go back to the closet. Which is exactly what happened with Pisaeng. Only, Pisaeng's mother makes it worse (should there be a difference in levels of homophobia?) by using this pseudo acceptance for profit.
Their worry? The person's future. Their career, jobs, social standing. Because yes, even with legislatures, being queer can hamper one's access to education, health, and job opportunities, among many many other things. (To say nothing about the recent rise in hate crimes in my country...)
Often, this behaviour comes from parental love (a very twisted love that is), because most parents do not want their children to suffer, which they inevitably would if they lived their queer lives openly in the current social conditions.
But it also comes from prejudice, hate, and as urge to control. In many cases, parents refuse to accept their children have grown up, and are in a place to make their own decisions. Instead, they try to dictate every thought and every behaviour, including the choice of marital partners. (Ik arranged marriage au is often a thing of joke in the bl circle but, it's so real, guys. It happens way too often and tho it's mostly not a coercive thing... it sometimes is).
Also, surveillance. Parents often pry on phones, it's uncomfortably common place. I know a (not lgbt) friend whose parent had hired a private detective to spy on them cause they were afraid said friend would go into bars and get into drugs after entering uni.
So yeah. It's a circus. It'd be a funny one if this wasn't real life. >.>
So anyway anyway, Pisaeng's mother and her words made me think a lot sooo... I thought-dumped!
When I started watching BMF I thought it'd be a funny little show that would help me relax after a hectic week. Who knew it'd make me write so much about so many things. (I also blame Tumblr.)
This got wayy too personal at the end so like, congrats if you read till here. I kudos your patience for reading my disorganized mess of thoughts. Have a cookie/cupcake/chicken fritters(they are so! good!)/other food of your choice and I hope your weekend goes reallyy well!
ALso I hope Pisaeng's mother gets her just desserts. Even if she accepts him in the end, her past behaviour is horrible. And who knows if she won't use her financial and political power to harm the queer society later? People in power always under suspicion tbh
Also I just realized we have got nothing about Pisaeng's father...
#waiting for the show to tell us that Kawi's mom divorced only recently#or that he has an aunt/girl frnds he was close to before coming to uni#the clown makeup stays on#this is very disorganised#and I do not have the energy to write everything properly cause like#too real. too personal. let me crawl back to my world of fanfics where every queer's guaranteed a happy ending#but woo who knew writing tumblr meta is so liberating#this is free therapy u.u#I'm supposed to be writing a bmf fic but I wrote this why why brain#also f politicians.#we do not support politicians in this blog#be my favorite#there's so many other posts about this topic that I really really liked but haven't tagged cause my memory is shit and me forgot T.T#ty ty ppl for writing and for creating a safe space#<333
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I'm just gonna do this for Sora and Sam, my main guys. Listen, it's a bad pain day and talking about my OCs cheers me up
Sora Yumura
His faceclaim is Miura Haruma, when he had longer hair. The first pic is The Sora pic. My Photoshop skills aren't that good but that's as good as they're going to get, and I think it gets the idea of what he looks like across. But the second one is an extremely Sora facial expression.
Description: Tall, a little too skinny, but well-dressed and strikingly attractive, with wavy green hair and observant grey eyes in a clever face. A lot of poise, a lot of charisma, witty but respectful. All of that is a mask and he is really hoping you're taken in by his facade of functionality, but it is convincing as hell. Even dazzling, at times, if he needs to really turn on the bright lights. So almost everyone falls for it, in the end. His (rich) parents died when he was young and he was raised by his (incredibly rich) aunt and uncle, who were emotionally abusive, although he would say that that's an exaggeration. His little cousin is like a brother to him, and he protected him from his aunt and uncle as best he could, but that didn't stop him from getting the fuck out of Japan entirely as soon as he could leave for university. (There were other reasons and other traumas behind that too, but this isn't Sora's entire life story lol.)
What do they say they want? (i.e., what are the desires they put out into the world and have no trouble admitting)
Sora wants the top job. He won't be crass enough to actually say that to you, but his ambition is clear enough if you're in a position to look at his education and employment choices. He wants what's best for his loved ones, of course, which will always include his little cousin Ibushi, and depending on time period may also include Sam and his children, if he has any in the AU in question. He is likely to downplay how serious he is about that, however, and he won't mention his small circle of close friends, whose safety and well-being he is just as intense about. (But if their well-being is actually at issue, you may find yourself surprised by his complete 180 from charming and diplomatic to grim and uncompromising and ruthless.)
In all honesty, Sora isn't very open with most people about how he feels or what he wants. Aside from really surface-level stuff ("I'd kill for a coffee"), this is about all you're going to get.
What do they think they want? (i.e., what are the desires they keep hidden and only admit to their closest loved ones)
He wants to keep his loved ones safe and happy, and to them he'll admit that he'll do a whole lot to make that happen. He wants to believe his parents would be proud of him. He wants to be able to use his power to make a positive difference, but also to advance his personal interests, and he doesn't feel particularly bad about the second one. He wants to crush all his competition and see the looks on their pathetic faces when they realize he's beaten them, but he wants no one else to even notice anything has happened, because it's more satisfying that way. He wants to raise his children differently from how he was raised.
What do they actually want? (i.e., what is something they subconsciously need, but either do not realize or cannot admit)
Sora wants to feel safe. He hasn't felt safe since his parents died and he went to live with his aunt and uncle, which means in most AUs he doesn't remember ever feeling that way, and in the others it's a faint, hazy memory and he kind of suspects he made it up. He doesn't think in those terms, though, which is a shame because it's behind a lot of his decision-making. As time passes, he will start to experience transient moments of safety with Sam, and as he gets older, the omnipresent sense of danger will decrease some. That's about the best he's gonna get, but he'll still be grateful for it, without being able to name what it is.
Sam Quinn
He doesn't have a picture. :C I'm sorry, Sam. He is also @vashtijoy's OC as much as he is mine but I am writing about him nonetheless.
Description: Very tall giant man, with fluffy golden hair and hazel eyes that are quick to brighten with amusement. Otherwise, they're calm and thoughtful. Sensual lips, either a skinny nerd frame or an intimidatingly muscled frame depending on which AU he comes from. He's the middle child of a normal and loving middle-class family in London (unless the AU dictates that he is a medieval peasant instead, but he remains the middle child of a loving family). His curiosity and cleverness have often gotten him into Oxford, but also often gotten him into trouble. I wish you could be less interested in explosions, Sam.
What do they say they want? (i.e., what are the desires they put out into the world and have no trouble admitting)
Sam wants to learn things! He wants to study, read books, go to interesting places, and build his professional life around learning and discovery. He often ends up as an academic, and sometimes a teacher. He is often grabbed by a new interest and gets sucked into it for a bit, and he will definitely tell you everything he hopes to find out about it. He wants to be able to help his siblings take care of his parents when they get old. He wants to do good and help the less fortunate, especially once he marries into Soras $100mil+ family (which is only a family once he marries into it; it was just Sora until that point, alone with his parents' inheritance).
What do they think they want? (i.e., what are the desires they keep hidden and only admit to their closest loved ones)
He wants a family. He's always the reason they have kids. Sora loves their children and is a devoted father once they have them, but he only agrees to adopt (or find a surrogate, or use whatever magical gay-parent baby method is available) because having children means so much to Sam.
He also wants to be open about their relationship, when being closeted is often important to Sora's career, and so Sora has to make a decision about what to prioritize. (The answer is Sam. He chooses Sam. But it's genuinely difficult for him.) Sam doesn't ever ask him to make that choice, but when Sora pushes, he will admit that being closeted makes him sad.
You might be getting the impression that Sam is less of a complicated tangle of needs and wants and impulses than Sora. You're right! Sora is *gestures* like he is, and Sam is not like that.
What do they actually want? (i.e., what is something they subconsciously need, but either do not realize or cannot admit)
He wants a community. A family with Sora and children is probably the best way to make this happen, but in other AUs it's been Sora and a few friends they often see and trade with. He just needs a little group of people around him. Like Sora, he isn't really aware of this innermost need. He just thinks he wants kids because he wants to be a dad, which is also true.
Sam just doesnt thrive when he's alone, even if he's in the middle of a city. That's not a community; he needs something tight-knit, where he's respected for who he is as a person and what he can contribute. (In some AUs, that's another answer to this question. He wants someone to see him and think he's not broken just because he's curious and asks questions.) ...Gotta say, though, all of this causes a lot fewer problems than Sora's constant the-alarm-is-broken sense of being in danger does.
Sora does poorly when he's alone as well, although he doesn't need a community in the same way. He needs people who are his, and who he belongs to in turn. The best way to make him feel safe is to make him feel protected. So although their wants are different, they harmonize, inasmuch as Sora's desperate, clawing, wailing sense of danger can harmonize with anything.
#oh my god my head hurts so god damn fucking much its been like this for so long#im losing my fucking mind#this was a nice distraction and thinking abt their secret innermost wants was instructive actually#but now the distraction is DONE. fuck#sorry ik this has nothing to do with the post im just not very good at the equanimity some ppl have abt their chronic pain#might be time to think abt trying to sleep again...#anyway! i love sora and sam so so much. have u ever like. made something. and then been like yes thats it thats the Thing#the thing i was meant to make. everything else i ever made was just practice for this thing#idk how to put it into words rly but sora is the Thing#(lmao)#my post#sora yumura#sam quinn#sosam
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